December 17, 2004
sCh's rEopEninG n lifE's gOnna gEt woRsE
December 17, 2004
after clar asked me dat time if i cld - wld i wan an elder sis or bro.. den i realized i really do wan an elder sis ah.. dats why i'll haf godsisters.. wonder why i dun wan an elder bro.. guess its cos i like to be pampered ba.. after yrs of being pampered by my mummy.. i'd wan a sis who's ard my age.. den can share problems.. like u see on tv.. usually the bad one is the elder bro.. maybe dats why i dun wan an elder bro? haha.. the good caring ones are the sisters.. watch liao very envious of havin an elder sibling to care for u.. but so far dun really haf a godsis dat's close to being like a real sis to me leh.. so sad.. haha.. instead i'll hafta care for my real didi.. tink i'll be a real bad sis next time when he's older.. =x hopefully my mindset will change when he's become a teen.. or i tink he'll really come to hate me.. by dat time i'll be in my 20s! haha.. i shld've learnt to care for the younger ones.. hafta be more matured.. =x (i become very sensible liao rite? ehemz.. hahahaha)
hmmm.. today on e bus going home.. look at the bus uncle.. suddenly feel like.. everytime we get on a bus.. we haf a new "daddy".. our life's in his hands.. haha.. he muz take care of us if not we in danger liao.. =x
nowadays i'm gettin weirder n weirder dreams ah.. 1sec i'm in a kbox room.. suddenly i'm at a pub.. den i'm at a restaurant.. but dreams are dreams ah.. though dey're quite pleasant ones. haha..
woohoo!! weixin got tickets for s.h.e's concert nxt yr!!! omg.. centre stage oso leh.. exactly like zhou jie lun's.. haha.. but hopefully i wun be seeing their sides.. took the east wing.. shld be front stage? hehehehe!!! 22 rows frm the front.. a row nearer than the seatin i had at jay's! haha.. can't wait can't wait.. my mummy's gettin me Goblet of Fire soon! haha.. best christmas ever..
hope can exchange presents wif close frens ah.. haha.. wld be fun hor.. but quite difficult to find a present dat's affordable leh.. esp for me.. so qiong.. haiz.. hope i can go out wif ppl i seldom go out wif soon.. pri sch frens oso.. startin to miss dem liao.. haha.. i tink those dat appear in my dreams are those dat i startin to miss.. if not i wun even tink of dem ba.. haha..
ccheriee