February 16, 2005
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February 16, 2005
was supposed to celebrate zhi's bday yesterday wif munting.. treat her to dinner n go out..
but end up dun haf lor..
anyways, had sum family probs during my stay in JB so i told zhi
she called n we talked abit
glad dat at least she showed sum concern
thanks =)
haiz.. dread coming back frm ipoh..
really wish i cld stay there forever wif my cousins..
actually i'd love any place as long as i'm wif them
can't wait till the next time i get to see them again..
to add on to the stupid sadness.. there's this o level..
i really haf no mood for it now..
i miss them so much..
si gu says we'll be going to penang, jieje's place, next yr for cny..
n i can't wait.. lookin forward to it soo badly..
cried last nite tinkin of the next 360+ days ahead missing them
jiejie n korkor gave me a doggie soft toy for my bday
i tink i wldn't like it so much if it were frm sum1 else.. but it's frm them..
n i love it like crazy..
hug it whenever i miss them.. makes me miss them ever more though..
so i still carry it wif me everywhere
on my lap when i'm doing my hw
huggin it when i'm watchin tv
beside me when i'm on the com
even when i'm sleeping haha
feel that we all bonded more this yr.. esp between me n jiejie..
we talked more abt ourselves tis yr than last time
another biao jie got married
ah shun biao ge and daddy got drunk at the wedding dinner
didn't noe i had 2 really good looking biao ges leh
jiejie n i didn't wan dem to leave so soon haha
really very shuai =x
hmmm.. me, jiejie n korkor stayed up till 2am the last nite we had together, saturday nite
watching mvp qing ren n sharing cans n cans n cans of 100 plus
then korkor went to meddle wif his phone, smsin his gf, Ivy
me n jiejie slept tgt talking..
when sunday finally came, i dreaded waking up cos si gu said dey'd be leaving ard 9am
but i woke ard 10+, jiejie n korkor were still beside me *smilez*
the whole hse was to us, hubert n siti only.. the rest went out for bfast
when dey all came back.. i thot dey'd leave ard 12+
but dragged till 3pm+
and till 4pm+ when they left after i got a gdbye kiss.. haiz..
this was the 1st yr i didn't cry wen they left cos da gu ask me to help her water plants
water halfway, pocket vibrated an unfamiliar vibration feeling
was jiejie's phone! jiejie left wifout her phone.. korkor called n dey came back to get it
God's doings.. He let me get another look at them
gave n received flying kisses and they were officially gone
i juz can't describe how much i miss them lar.. really juz miss them alot alot.
si gu's juz like my other mother, jiejie n korkor dotes on me like their own sis
i love them so much!!
hafta tell myself not to tink so much abt it so that time will seem to fly faster
wish that a year cld pass in a blink.. *blink* *blink* *blink* *blink* *BLINK*
i'm still here.. just 2 days after the last time i've seen them.. haiz..
ccheriee