March 9, 2005
brOthEr's diFficuLty
March 9, 2005
almost broke down while teaching my brother chinese just now
i'm really worried for him
at the rate he's learning
i doubt he'll be able to take his streaming,
or any impt exam anytime soon
much less PSLE
was trying to teach him "Qi De Zao (wake up early)"
he didn't get it.. so i tried to make him understand
tried using examples like "Hubert, ni qi de zao ma?"
but he reply "ni... .. .. ni.. ... ..."
he doesn't even noe it's a question
i really dunno how to help him
mummy's wkin, maid can't help..
sadly, i lack the patience to teach.. at such a slow pace..
we can't send him to a special sch cos he IS normal..
the doctor mentioned before
that he just needs to be taught 10times more than normal kids
it' s scary watching ur own brother dealing wif such difficulty
wish i cld just get into his brain n make it absorb, understand
even better
i wish he didn't need to suffer like this at all
if i cld, i'd rather split my salary wif him next time
so he doesn't even need education now, stop school
of cos i'd better get a super good job lar
haiz.. i noe it's impossible..
so i better learn to deal wif it now
just pray hard that slowly, his mind speeds up..
once it does, i can play a much better part as a sister..
blame my impatience
if i try teachin him now
i'm afraid i'll end up killing him
ccheriee