May 23, 2005

bowling nite

May 23, 2005

went bowling on fri nite
wif sebas dey all, and william's gang too
was quite fun.. at least i wasn't the lowest =x
played pool wif huimin too
ky treated us to it, $2 per game
tink it was quite worth it for us
it took us ard 1/2hr to finish one single game
haha!!
was quite stressed too, wif william's gang standing n watching us play the long miserable match.. so super duper embarrassing.. but still, was super duper fun..
took ky's cab n got back home ard 3am+..

hmm.. been studying quite abit this weekend
feel quite good abt it ah
mummy's been forcing me to anyway
wun let me sleep[nap], nor watch tv, nor play com
but she's slpin now.. haha shh..
watched "the story of quill" last nite till 4am wif mummy
ended up crying tgt
my eq's getting quite low these days ah
haha.. used to not be able to cry this easily last time

anyway got to noe sum not dat nice stuff
family problems haf cropped up
serious ones
been told to keep them to myself too, so i will
got quite upset abt it dat nite i was told
gone to sch wif swollen eyes
close frens knew i brokedown the nite before
but i denied lar.. such a malu thing.. haha..

really agree wif wad a fren told me before
once bad things start happening, more will come
dunno why i feel this way but i noe i shld not
i can't stop wads happening though i really wan to
i really tink everyone's going crazy
but she's my fren.. y am i reacting to it this way..

well the next best thing i'm looking foward to is the penang trip
at least i hope nth bad will happen
bad stuffs hafta end, n good stuffs hafta begin
i hope good stuffs will start happening towards the trip
can't wait! (:

blabbered @ 8:47 AM