December 3, 2005
friends
December 3, 2005
sometimes having many friends doesn't mean bliss.. i'd rather have a small grp of friends and have them all being true ones than having a large grp yet none are real..
sometimes i have a feeling dat i'm not significant at all.. wadeva i say, it juz gets blown away with the wind.. wadeva i do, the response i get is juz a way of entertaining me back.. there's no true interest.. i hate this feeling.. i do feel i have a few true friends.. but no one would ever guess dat dey are the ones because i'm seldom with them.. very seldom.. everyone would definitely have the wrong assumption.. assumptions dey see with their eyes everyday..
i usually try to let it pass.. not to brood on it.. but it happens very often.. too often.. dat instead of hurting, i dun feel anything much anymore.. it's become more of a numbness..
yet still, the saying goes ; secondary sch friends are usually the true ones..
but is there a possibility dat i actually hate these "true" ones at times.. for their hypocritical acts and their ignorance plus insensitivity..
it's like loving ur friends for who they are yet disliking them for wad dey're doing..
okay cherie, let it pass then..
right now, siti's hurting all the same because of her friend too.. Tini, our friend, is leaving for indonesia tmr.. i can understand how siti's feeling.. it's like losing a companion.. i can tell how close dey were.. it's okay.. keep old friends close while make new friends sincerely.. i can predict her feeling better soon..
looking forward to sleeping with my new cow-bolster from mini toons..
got it for $9.90! haha..
alright, off to really relax my feet.. (:
happy birthday eunice!
ccheriee