January 31, 2007

HUIMIN!

January 31, 2007

i just crawled out of bed and i'm here blogging.
cos i need to tell the everyone about the nightmare i had so that it won't happen!
i heard that if i tell people, it will definitely notttt happen..

i had this horrible nightmare that huimin died! - i seriously think it was the learning of xu wei lun's death last night that stirred this tragic thing in my head!

the thing was, in the dream, gurlaine told me huimin died and i didn't believe her!
and the day after, the whole bunch of us went out and huimin was there with us too.
i was thinking in my head "heng ah, gurlaine bluff me"..
then many things happened to me and hilda,
we "almost" got hurt and somehow we didn't;
eg: me or hilda would almost fall but eventually didn't.

we all sat in the mrt and the whole time, huimin would be really quiet, not talking and all.
i don't remember how, but i later realized that that was huimin's spirit.
she was there to accompany all of us and to protect us, so quietly too - like an angellll.
omigosh.. then i started crying and crying and crying and crying and crying and crying and crying.
just thinking about it now makes me sososososososooooo sad..

i msged min the moment i got sober and was elated when she replied.
she's alive!!
thank God it was just a dream and now, it will NOT happen!
AMEN.

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overly-missed!

blabbered @ 5:18 AM