August 24, 2008
The first goodbye
August 24, 2008
on the walk home..
in the lift..
then sucking it all in before entering the house so that mum doesn't notice..
then resuming during my bath, sobbing like a baby losing her favourite zhut zhut.
i bid my first meaningful goodbyes to hilda, huimin and evans tonight.
hilda's long hug made me choke, i was so afraid to cry then and there.
this probably sounds like i'm dying,
but i think it's justifiable that i'm feeling this way.
goodbyes are so difficult
there're so much more to come,
gotta brace myself.
ccheriee